It's not easy to be an entrepreneur

Tuesday, May 19, 2015

This post has nothing in particular with the photos down here, but I just wanna remind my self what a confidence is..

So I've been overwhelmed by life for these past 3 months, I demotivated. Walking in no direction, simply just because I don't feel good enough in terms of financial and carrier. I'm telling you living as an entrepreneur is not easy as I ever imagined. The hardest part is not come from the society but it comes from my self. It's so freaking hard to motivate my self, I don't know what to do for tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, next week, next month. I locked my self in the room for almost 2 weeks, not seeing friends, relatives, and others.

Why why why? then I analyze why I acted like this, it's not me at all, I feel I lose the sparks to shine. I think it's because I compare my self to everyone else. I see my closest friends are already settle in terms of financial and carrier, while I just begin a new chapter of my life. then I got this quote to remind me to wake up from the nightmare 
"Don't compare your beginning to someone else's middle"
I realize that I feel so small compare to my friends around my age, that's why I ain't confident enough to face the world. I realize that I just need to keep going. I compare my self to others, and that's when I start losing confidence in my self.


Sometimes I feel like I can run, I can crawl

And sometimes I feel like I ain't nothing at all
Life is a journey where you stumble and fall

 Yeah life is a journey where you stumble and fall, but your future is in your hands, you want to rise and shine or keep stumble and fall and fall down deeper.I need to pick my self up and keep struggling, be confident! be brave!










Love,

Ola Ayu
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